Hi. This is my first time so be gentle. Of course that's not what any of us are use to, is it? We head full steam into unknowing circumstances throughout life because of our wants. Our needs. Money. Sex. Drugs. Food. Then! When things don't go our way or the way we think they should go we sit back and piss and moan as if we are more deserved than the next person. My favorite saying is.... Ok it's my second favorite saying that we all need to hear at times and the inner brat inside me screams a million times a day. "Shut The Fuck Up!". You don't like your cashier job at mcdonalds and think I really want to hear about it, Shut the fuck up! You bitch about not having any money, join the fucking crew asshole! The point of this mindless dribble is that the sugar jonesing whinig two year old in my head sometimes has a hard time keeping his mouth shut and takes over the grown up. The problem with that is I don't particularly like the little fucker or the fact that he seems to get us into trouble. Me being the adult, I have to pay the penalty. Little bastard! So here's my idea, I'll write down this useless nonsense here for your enjoyment. Is this normal, probably not but I don't have any more millions to give away to the friendly shrinks in town. Besides they all already know my problems, or lack there off. Oh, by the way I'm more than happy for your input and mindless bullshit as well. The worst thing that could happen is you too could put a few counselors out of business, causing us all to shut the fuck up.